Looking for YourSelf
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My first experience with Out of Body Experiences was as a small child was on the operating table and being totally conscious to an experience which as youngster passed off as a dream. My age 6 years old, I remember waking up and thinking BOY what a dream. I had flying dreams regularly and loved the experience.
My next major experience was as I remember, was horrifying because I didn't understand what happened. I was 16 years old and playing football when I dislocated two fingers which had to be reduced under anaesthetic. I was at a boarding school and an exceptional athlete. I was taken to my room and two Doctors attended. I remember being asked to count back from 100 and getting to 92 and thinging to myself what's next; I recall fighting the effects of the anaesthetic. Then all of a sudden I felt a floating experience and started to move into and through the wall next to me. I remember trying to claw my way back or to prevent myself from moving into the wall. I recall being absolutely scared out of my pants, the horror I experience was indescribable. When I awoke, once again I recall saying boy what a dream and I never what to go through that again.
My out of body experiences only continued in the form of dreaming or so I thought. I never investigated the experience by taking to someone or sort literature to explain the experience.
Many years have passed since that experience and I was introduced to meditation through being involved with martial Arts and my instructers sister was into yoga. The power of meditation was huge, yet I could never let myself totally go, always remembering my earlier experience. Some years later, I started to explore these experiences after reading two books which opened my mind to what had happened. The journey started, I had the then I went to find out what was that all about.
To-day I have conscious out of body experiences, meditate regularly and and at peace with myself and the universe. My search had to start from within yet I needed the sign postes to show me.
At 16 years old I wish I had the internet or literature or people just to talk to about what I was experiencing. I even went throught the I'm going mad scene and was fortunate that the person I saw was into metaphysics and she laughted at me and said you one of the lucky ones.
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Most people have spiritual experiences and pass it off as just than an odd experience. If you've had OBE's, flying dreams, dreamt the future, can see the future or have a voice telling you things that come true, eg driving down the road and something say's slow down, or what ever and if you hadn't you most likely be dead. You've heard of people who have falling dreams and wake up before they hit the bottom. Well my dreams of falling include the hitting the bottom and you don't die. During my ealier experiences with meditation, I was disturbed by what at the time was a distracting noise and was amused to find, I was snoring. Also being conscious while I am well into the sleep zone. Being able to consciously direct what is happening in a dream is an interesting experience. All these experiences have happened to me and many more. Write to me about your experiences If you as the reader find this page of interest...email me, I find no question to silly nor will I ignore any writer, also I do not sit in judgement. All E-mail will get a reply
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Thanx for all the E-mail, love reading about other peoples experiences and hope my replies have helped also thanx for the WEB addresses you sent as well. If you think about writing then do it, I wish I had a web to check out when I started having these experiences. I wouldn't have blocked them out for so many years because I was to frightened to share then with others or just to frightened.
I am a little slow with updating my web page regularly.
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